He is here in my home, trying to kick heroine.  A big name ....now a washed up rock star...he's rich,he doesn't know how to manage his money, mentally he is still 16 in a 40 year old body.  He used to be gorgeous all the girls adored him, they would do anything to have sex with him (not me) I have always been just a good friend.  He could have it all, he lives in hotels or wherever he can lay his head.  All he can think of, is how to get his next fix, he is a walking zombie, he tried to break my door down last night, I didn't want to let him in... he was on crack, I threw him out a sleeping bag & told him to sleep by the pool, he screamed for hours calling me every name in the book.  I still adore him~ He is still sleeping~