• phoeby said on Sep 19, 2008....

  hope this all resolves inside for you soon skystorm. it's hideous to carry those heavy loss griefy feelings around inside. And I swear to god, they never let up do they? Seem to always be there, lurking around in the background of you're inner world,  triggered by this and that. Time and patience with yourself, maybe?
  
  
  
  

• skystorm said on Sep 21, 2008....

  hideous doesnt begin to describe it.
  that's maybe why i try to write it.
  exorcism is for driving off demons.
  but if it's for healing a broken heart,
  the wracking pains of unlearning love,
  what do you call it--
  breaking away? breaking off? breaking out? breaking in?
  what's the result?
  broken up? broken down? broken sideways?
  streaming cerebro is better.
  and time. and patience. yes.
  thank you phoeby.
  
  

• phoeby said on Sep 21, 2008....

  yeah, it's debilitating to say the least. 
  do you read? sometimes i find reading takes the mind away from thinking about the scene or memory or whatever that triggered it all. or movies or anything that occupies the grey matter even for a little while. It might instigate a change or shift which helps incredibly. 

  
  

  better still... reprogramming the grey matter. the pain of that break up has triggered old ancient pain which is why it is hurting so incredibly. Sometimes it helps to rebuild by changing thoughts etc about the event? just a suggestion. 

  
  

  but it's easy for someone not experiencing that pain to say, though. 

  
  

  
  

• skystorm said on Sep 24, 2008....

  yes i read.
  i'm obliged to read because it's part of my work.
  subprime crisis, aig bailout, sql query list, lookup tables, dns issues.
  no traps there.
  
  yes i watch movies.
  but movies, like music, are full of traps.
  i like documentaries better.
  once i watched (for the nth time) a reenactment of the battle of thermopylae.
  another time i watched (for the nth time) saving private ryan.
  no traps there.
  
  reprogramming grey matter will come on its own.
  i try not to tamper with the operating system of my grey matter.
  i have enough work on my hands trying to update my ubuntu linux.
  
  it's always nice to listen to many viewpoints.
  if your kind of pain makes you resonate with my kind of pain,
  we both see glimpses of the underlying commonality.
  it's like stephen hawking finding a window to a super-cern collider that shows all the forces in the universe in action and that gives him a glimpse of the grand unification theory.
  
  i'm not making sense today.
  i know that.
  maybe i've already broken away.
  but i dont know it yet.
  
  thank you, phoeby.
  
  

• phoeby said on Sep 25, 2008....

  that's ok,
  
  
  take it easy skystorm...

• gingersoul said on Sep 25, 2008....

  I hope you will not break away too far though.....

  Always fly in clear skies and swim in safe water, Sky....this is my wish for you......

   

• skystorm said on Sep 25, 2008....

  take it easy too, phoeby.
  
  gingersoul:
  it's all there in newtonian mechanics 101.
  moon ball rotates around huge head of mother earth.
  eternal dance of light and darkness.
  moon ball pulls on string to keep moving. centrifugal force.
  earth head pulls string in opposite direction. centripetal force.
  if string breaks, moon flies away to eternity.
  if string unravels, moon wobbles to weird orbit.
  either way, earth-moon system breaks down.
  maybe, string too flimsy.
  solution: replace flimsy string with d'addario prosteel eps520.
  get a deep discount when you purchase in 100-pc boxes.
  i see clear skies and safe water ahead.
  thank you for your kind wishes, gingersoul.
  
  

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