I go back and forth between wanting him to come up here to see me and telling him we should put it off. I am nervous and scared and excited all at the same time. He says he already likes me, and since he has seen pictures of me(all of me) that by meeting me nothing will change about that. He also says there will be no expectations for the meeting. I am not required to have sex with him or anything of that sort. He is willing to meet me in public and said it can all be completly in public. We have also talked about after the first meeting, about drawing up a contract to protect both of us. the contract will contain all the rules, well not rules as much as they are restrictions. He seems to agree with me on everything I am against. After said contract is drawn up and signed, i am to call him Master...but until then I am to call him Sir...at least in private. Since we both dont want the general public to know about our Dom/sub relationship.
We havent hammered out the details of tomorrow. I told him we could meet in the middle so he didnt have so far to drive, but so far we havent decided whats going to happen. the good thing about coming more towards me is that I know places we can go that are public where i would feel comfortable(such as the mall). eeeeek...hes supposed to call me today when he gets a chance during work.
