God! Life in suburbia is just too dull... At the moment I'm so bored with it all I could quite literally slit my wrists just to feel something...
I live in a nice house, with a nice husband and we're nice to each other. I have a nice job and work with nice people... But since I'm not a nice person it just makes me want to scream...
BUT instead of that - I've arranged to meet up with someone I hardly know to shag senseless next week. Yup, I'm going to take a day trip out of suburbia before madness takes over my sick and twisted mind. A week is a very long time to wait and I'm going out of my mind at the moment... This evening the husband is out and I'm in on my own - planning on sinking a bottle of vodka on my own just to take the edge off this awful numbness I'm feeling at the moment...