There's one question that I have for the higher powers. Maybe one day this question will be answered. What's the point in living? If life genuinely sucks, why bother to even try? Is there a light at the end of the tunnel or just more despair? Will things ever get better or will they always fall apart? They say that things always fall apart without "God". I find it rather comical right now. I think that God said to hell with me. I wouldn't blame him since I did cuss him out. I practice witchcraft because I can not practice true christianity at this point and be true to myself. I also know that "God" has not been answering prayers. All I've gotten lately from that religion is voices and people telling me that I'm going to hell and shit. I think that the bible said thou shalt not judge.......................... Perhaps I will see the people in hell with me. Maybe I'll be kicking their asses while they suck Satan's dick. Then again, maybe not. Whatever happens happens. I'll know where I stand when the time comes for me to depart from this material existence. I just wish I knew my purpose in this life. I know that life sucks. I know that I am afraid that disaster is coming my way. It's not like the voices didn't tell me that it was. The one little female voice is the one that taught me that I have to be true to myself. That's also what my therapist is trying to teach me. Oh well. When you don't know, you don't know. I just hate feeling like my world is dying off into another world that is alien and nonsensual to me.
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Lucytorial said on Sep 18, 2008....
You want a loooong comment *-}No one can fix your poblems but you honey, not even god. If I believed in god at best I'd say he experiences life through you.As for giving up? well thats just plain silly you know why? whats the point in giving up? there is absolutely nothing to winge about then, cause if you try and either stuff it up, make the wrong decision at the time or do something to trip yourself up at least then you can have a good old nag about it.You know most of us don't know what we are suppose to do in life, some think they are doing it only they get to a point and realise how unhappy they are only to start wondering all over again.Your therapist sounds good, that little tiny voice is you, hang in there, some days are just shit but the good ones truly are marvelous if you want them to be. -
killingme4u said on Sep 19, 2008....
hearing you. i'm not one good for leaving comment's.hang in there though. :))) -
gingersoul said on Sep 19, 2008....
Purpose in life, you ask? Its simply living the life you are given. At your best.
Whatever this "best" might be...
It means you have to find your own rhythm, your own answers, your own colors...
No one else can give them to you.
Religion is a mere suggestion or a comical punch line. Politics is a way. Volunteering is an expression. Writing and reading could become a necessity. Making real and meanigful connections with people must turn in your salvation.
At the end....you are making questions.......so you are on the right path...:-)
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gingersoul said on Sep 19, 2008....
Purpose in life, you ask? Its simply living the life you are given. At your best.
Whatever this "best" might be...
It means you have to find your own rhythm, your own answers, your own colors...
No one else can give them to you.
Religion is a mere suggestion or a comical punch line. Politics is a way. Volunteering is an expression. Writing and reading could become a necessity. Making real and meaninggful connections with people might turn in your salvation.
At the end....you are making questions.......so you are on the right path.......:-)
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OscarB said on Sep 19, 2008....
Eastern philosophy teaches that our lives are journeys of suffering, this is obviously relative as the suffering can manifest in many different ways... -
katelovesorange44 said on Sep 19, 2008....
you are here to learn a life lesson or lessons. tune in to what they are. when u agreed to your lifes path before you where reborn you knew what they where....now u just have to remember them. every life has suffering , no life is perfect. if it was it would be boring. just remember to take care of your own corner for now and sooner or later it will get better. as for god.........she listens. am not christian tho i was born catholic. i dont practice. i have no use for religion, when it does nothing but cause wars. -
hellboundmercinary said on Sep 19, 2008....
Thank you folks.
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