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Just a little poem....

 

I want to wake up and not see grey.

To see the colour of life- but its all been drained.

My misery hangs over my head like a dark cloud.

Ready to pour down until I almost drown.

It tricks me to believe its dark presence has gone away.

But it lingers, stalking, waiting to make me its prey.

Will I forever be a victim of my own self.

Always seeing grey and nothing else.

 

 

 



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  • anonymous said on Sep 21, 2008....
    Before anyone else can make you happy, you have to make yourself happy. Before you can make anyone else happy, you have to be happy. Really, it all comes down to it being your decision to make yourself happy. Some people find comfort in sorrow. Maybe this is you, but if it is you have to not let yourself take it too far or you will become dysfunctional and end up hurting everyone around you (including yourself) without realizing it or intending to and you will just drag yourself down more.
  • missconfounded said on Sep 22, 2008....
    True.  Im a very happy person on the outside.  The clown, the one that is always smiling and having fun and trying to make eveyone happy.  But on my own i do get quite sad. I think im still recovering from my last relationship and also being unsatisfied with my career etc.  I know ill get there and be happy on the inside one day.  But in the meantime ill keep taking comfort in trying to express how i feel on this site. Otherwise ill just push it further into the back of my mind like i have been doing.  This i have come to learn is unhealthy.
  • Woe*Is*Me said on Oct 21, 2009....
    I find the first comment rather insensitive-it is likely no one who has experienced any amount of emotional trauma in their lives as of yet.  Wouldn't it be great if you could just decide to be happy and then-wow I'm happy now that was easy!  I wish.... 

    Though some like to project there self pity on the world extensively because they need the attention-most are trying to seek away out of the doom.  I personally want to be happy so bad that it consumes the majority of my thoughts.  Though my hope wavers ~ this is my ultimate goal.  I can tell that it is yours as well and I urge you to continue to use this forum as I way to express those feelings. 

    take care!

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