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I know I need to answer some comments on my last post, but I just don't have the wherewithal to do it right now.  I  have nothing left.  Nothing in me left to give.  I'm totally physically and emotionally exhausted.  I want to care, but right now all I can think about is how much work it is to live up to others' expectations.   
 
I hope later, but I don't know.  I haven't felt this much despair and hopelessness in a long time.


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  • polarheart said on Sep 17, 2008....

    Meemsie, my darling friend, I totally understand.  I am sorry I "missed" the post you are talking about, but I just wanted to say that you are not alone.  I also came to a point where I dont live up to other people's expectations anymore. . .its just too much work as you said. . .and I, like you, dont want to do it anymore.

    So, Meems, just relax and be YOU.  Accept where you are "at", my friend.  I am thinking of you and send you big warm ((((HUGS)))) and lots of LOVE.

    Polar xoxoxoxox

  • pusscat said on Sep 18, 2008....
    mimi - I'm getting ready for work right now babe but I'll e-mail you tonight.  E-mail me whenever or whatever you like.  Rant, rave, moan, wallow, all the things that help me you can do right there in my e-mail darling.  The ahrdest part is to start typing but, once it starts to flow, the power of letting out is quite amazing!

    XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
    XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
  • sweetsoul said on Sep 18, 2008....
    Mimi...polarheart said exactly what came to my mind. Hon, just be yourself...that's all anyone has the right to ask of you. Don't be so hard on yourself. Sometimes others need to take responsibilitiy for themselves and their expectations.
     
    Hope you've got power back and things are close to back to normal.
     
    (((((Mimi)))))
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Sep 18, 2008....

    (((((((((((((((((((huggies))))))))))))))))

    sending you lotsa blubbies missymims!

    be well... and true friends will always be waiting with welcome arms and welcome smile... no time or whatevaaaar pressure

    i learned that from you!

    <3

    papery

    p.s.

    sending you lotsa positive thoughts, and energy ... as always :XXX




  • quietone said on Sep 18, 2008....
    Oh, meems {{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}  I am sorry that you are feeling so down and full if dispair right now.  You know, this too shall pass, it always does.  Grab an akle.. or take the whole leg! 
  • botoni said on Sep 18, 2008....

    MissMimi, my dear dear friend, please just relax, rest and revive.  We all love you immensely.  We know you are safe.  That's all that matters.  You don't need to give us anything.

    (I really wish I had an akle to offer you like quietone.  I've looked everywhere and I cant find one on me.  Oh well, grab a leg here too - just watch the delicate parts!)

  • uniquely-ironic said on Sep 18, 2008....
    You've been in my thoughts the past couple of days.  I had meant to drop you an email, but ........  you know, life.
     
    I hope you're feeling better soon.
  • skald said on Sep 18, 2008....
    Oh MImi ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) You don't have to answer comments, that is the least of you worries. Do try and relax and do something for your self. I am so sorry that you are feeling this way.
    (((((((((((((((((hugs again)))))))))))))))
  • Mamie said on Sep 18, 2008....
    hiya MeeeeeeMeeeeee!
    well if you are sorry, then I am sorry too.
    well if you are physically exhausted then, me too.
    If you are mentally drained, well, guess what? me too!
    I think Ike kicked our butts in more ways than one and maybe we should take a nap and try again another time. Nighty night, sweetness! 
     
  • Alyss said on Sep 18, 2008....
    Mimi, I just saw this... I hope you are alright. Living up to other people's expectations is so very difficult but sometimes living up to your own is harder. =(
  • wombat said on Sep 18, 2008....
    Sad to see you feeling so down but I understand how it gets sometimes.  Just hope you will rest and not worry about being up to doing anything you don't want to do just now--and know lots and lots of people care about you.
     
    {{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}
    wombat
  • pickersplock said on Sep 18, 2008....
    Aw, Mimi, I hope you feel better real soon!
  • gingersoul said on Sep 18, 2008....
    MimiBella....yes...i didn't read anything like this from you in a long time....

    I am sorry to know you so emotional and spiritual drained.

    Just let it go.....surrender to this feeling and don't fight it...
    You don't HAVE to show or prove anything or live up to any expectation if not your own.

    I know these are only words but i wish you to get over this low moment asap.. {hugs}
  • Me-Myself&I said on Sep 18, 2008....
    friends thru thick and thin! i relate and will tell you ....IT'S ALL OK. don't demand so much out of yourself. i like you just the way you are. hey, i'm half nuts so i can't say much for myself neither. hugs and kisses my friend. take care of yourself.
  • CreativeWoman said on Sep 18, 2008....
    Mimi,
    You worry me a bit hon.  I hope you can find a way to lift yourself up.  Maybe you should go into your sewing room and close the door.  Let that negative energy flow from you as you create a beautiful quilt.  I'm just an email away.  Ok?

    CW
  • queenparanoia said on Sep 19, 2008....
    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

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