excuse any spelling mistakes...just gotta get this out

 

 

bottom line is,well u know what bottom line is. anyway 2 cut a long one short, im jealous of everything,paranoid, things i have no need to be jealous of
the things i love about u the most are the things that upset me the most,i cant win,probably never will.
when ur not 100% with me it breaks my heart and i feel sick to my stomach, i want my whole world to endi cry all the time cos i wanna be with youand cos of how special you are. i think too much and i worry too much,i wonder if ur i love you means the same as my i love you.
im crying now cos i scared it dont
 
i want 2 run away and hide,move away,tell the whole world i love you
 
im sorry i say i love you to much
im sorry im a bit needy
im sorry i take it all to heart
im sorry for anything i hve ever done to upset you
and im sorry for saying sorry
 
sorry im fucked up sometimes
 
i know i do ur head in
i can c y maybe u wouldnt want only me
but all i did was fall for you,wasnt intentional and wasnt my fault
was just meant to be
 
just wanna be me but im not sure i know who i am anymore,wanna find myself but not sure i know where to look or maybe im just to scared to find me
 
just want you to want me the way i want you
 
nobody gets it
sometimes i dont want to be here,but wherelese would i go
 
hate myself for hating myself and hating the world and everything in it and thinking it hates me back
 
i know what i want but its a 2 way street out there with a big no entry sign on my side
 
duno wot to do,i cant keep on like this
there was a choice and i made it but theres a desiscion i wont make
 
think about you all the time, u r my absolute world and i adore you