How much am I supposed to be able to take? How much is one person supposed to be able to handle? Today has been the topping on the cake for the way my life has been going. The only good thing so far here lately is finding Lyle and my kids getting back from florida! But now that my apartment has falling thru the kids now have to stay with Ryan... I just got off the phone with him. I'm going to have to quit my job.. in fact I have already quit and My car is going back tommarow! We have decided that it will be a whole lot easier on us and easier for us to save money if we don't have the 70 dollar payment and right now since my carlot broke their contract by not getting me my tag within 30 days I can get out of it without any penalties. I'm upset... and I'm depressed... the only thing keeping me going is knowing that my kids are ready to come back home and I need to make sure that I get that done ASAP and the fact that Lyle is here for me. But its still hard not to think of stupid alternatives out of this situration..... I'm trying not to tho... but not succeeding at that too well....
Tee
momof3babydoll posted on Aug 17, 2006
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GrapeKoolaid said on Aug 17, 2006....
I'm sorry to hear that things are not going well for you. How much of this is really under your control? I say take care of the things you can control, and try not to worrie about the things you can't. I know, I know. Easier said than done, right? Start with this. It is completely within your powers to make your children laugh, is it not? Try it. Once you get them laughing, see what other things you are in control of. I get the feeling you'll soon be surprised at your own power. Though I'm probably not the appropriate person to do so, welcome to SoulCast. I say that I'm not really the appropriate person to do so, because I've only been here a few weeks. However, in those few weeks, I've learned a lot. About myself, about others, about humanity. There's a sense of community here that I haven't noticed at other blogsites. I look forward to knowing you better. Hope it's not all bad. Perhaps you could point out a few good things, too someday? Best regards, Grape. -
GrapeKoolaid said on Aug 17, 2006....
Just like this. If you were to reply to what I was saying here on this post, I'd know you put a comment here via email. Just like you knew that I posted a comment on my own blog. I think it's a way to keep the topic of the post pure. I'm sure there are others out there who are more tech-savvy than myself who could explain all this much better for you. Sorry I can't be of much help. Grape. -
momof3babydoll said on Aug 17, 2006....
Oh I understand what you are saying now....lol... Ok..!!! I figured that out now that I realized I get emailed when you posted on your own blog. Anway... to sum up some stuff I am happy most of the time... But life has gotten really hard here lately. It seemed to be looking up. I found someone that I totally fell in love with after a year and a half of thinking I was going to be alone for the rest of my life.... and we are now engaged to be married. But it seems like everytime we take a step forward we get thrown back 10 steps. We think things are going good and then we realize they are not. I'm not talking about our relationship... I'm referring to the fianancial aspects of life. His and my relationship is on solid ground... no rocky experiences... haven't even fought yet... ( knock on wood)!!!! But the stress of everything going on right now is getting to me and on top of all the stuff I'm already going thru... I have to listen to my ex beg me to come back to him. Why would I leave someone that makes me the happiest women in the world to go back to someone who cheated on me all the time and abused me all the time? I swear he dosen't think sometimes...... Tee -
GrapeKoolaid said on Aug 17, 2006....
It's been my experience that people rarely do(think). I'm glad you seem to be headed in the right direction. I wish you all the luck that find their way to you. Don't worry about the money. It'll come and go. Just worry about things that you can control. You can only worry about things you can't control, so why put yourself through it? I think it's great that you've found another. You probably love him because of the way he makes you feel. Well, remember that's a reflection of how he feels about you, how he sees you. Best regards, Grape. -
momof3babydoll said on Aug 17, 2006....
Yes I do love him and I know that he loves me! He is my soul mate.... well if you want to know a little bit more history about me... I just posted another blog! This one being a long one....lol Tee
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