I can't believe my niece has been gone that long. I love her as much
today as I did the last time I held her close and gave her a kiss
goodbye. I miss her.
All the emotions of her death are swirling in me today. I had to put something here for her...for me. I don't like feeling this raw with pain. Monday is the anniversary of the accident.
Writing about my emotions helps me to release them. It's a bit of a purging for me. She would understand this about me. She always said, "Auntie CW is a poet and she knows it."
She'll be 8 forever.
I love you, Sweetie....and I miss you.
Missing Lyrics As Performed by No Mercy
And I miss you - Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
I step off the train
I'm walking down your street again
Pass your door
But you don't live there anymore
It's years since you've been there
And now you've disappeared somewhere
Like outer space
You've found some better place
And I miss you - Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
Could you be dead?
You always were
Two steps ahead of everyone
We'd walk behind
While you would run
And the years have proved
To offer nothing
Since you moved
And you're long gone
And I can't move on
And I miss you
And I miss you - Like the deserts miss the rain
I step off the train
I'm walking down your street again
Pass your door
But you don't live there anymore
And I miss you - Like the deserts miss the rain
CreativeWoman posted on Sep 13, 2008
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Comments
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beyondtheveil said on Sep 13, 2008....
CW- A fine tribute. Her age makes it eight times as sad. -
MissMimi said on Sep 13, 2008....
{{{{{{{CDub}}}}}}}}
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evil_twin said on Sep 13, 2008....
I'm so sorry, CW....I know that something like this is just heartbreaking forever. I know wherever she is now, she's smiling down on you. She's your angel.
-evil_twin LA
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dailyachesandpains said on Sep 13, 2008....
{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}A beautiful tribute!Daily -
Battycat said on Sep 13, 2008....
((((((((((((CW))))))))))) -
CreativeWoman said on Sep 13, 2008....
beyond,
Thank you. The world is a little less brighter without her.
Mimi,
Thank you.
et,
Thank you. She always was my angel and will forever be.
Daily,
Thank you.
Batty,
Thank you.
CW -
RollingC said on Sep 13, 2008....
(((( HUGS ))))Unexpected deaths of loved ones hurt the most.♥Rc -
skald said on Sep 14, 2008....
((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry. -
cuppajava said on Sep 14, 2008....
CW - this was always a favourite song of mine.I think Rolling C said it right
(((a very large hug)))
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CreativeWoman said on Sep 14, 2008....
Rc,
Thank you. They really do. After the shock wears off, the missing begins.
skald,
Thank you.
cuppajava,
Thank you. I always think of her when I hear this song.
CW
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queenparanoia said on Sep 16, 2008....
{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}i know youve blog a lot about her cw... and i know she's happy right now cuz you still remember her... so dont be sad... your angel will always be with you... ;-) -
CreativeWoman said on Sep 16, 2008....
queen,
I probably mention her a little too much, but I do miss her so. It's hard not to be sad sometimes. It will pass.
CW
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queenparanoia said on Sep 16, 2008....
there's nothing wrong about blogging about her... i like it cuz your sharing a little something about her. and eventhough she's in a better place by blogging about her, she lives on with you... ;-)
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