Its quite astonishing what can go on in oneselves life, more over its surprising how little we do know of ourselves. Let alone the fact that we in the end barely know nothing about those around us, especially those we thought close to. Family and friends are in the end what we have, especialy family, but however this doesnt mean that one can depend on them, as we go on in our lives were able to make out in which moments we can rely on other and those other moments when we are completly and utterly by ourselve.I guess that before anything that i write becomes truthful there is a point  and view which we must approacj to, a simple and one known by everyone, we are all by definition the same but we could never be more different, having nothing in common with the rest of the people is what makes us special, even if we dont see it in ourselves, no body is slightly similar to us, because what we really are usually is never known by anyone, including us. What goes on in our minds has nothing to do with what we might act as and say out loud, but it is what really is going on inside us that makes us completly unique.... makes us be through with it all because in the end we can rely on people, friends, lovers and family.... but deep down we know we want to just trust in ourselves, no one would really give themselves up for something that didnt intrigue their own mind and in the end ....themselves