to all peple who are expecting to write my share your culture series...
i'm sorry if i havent started one yet... the problem is i have so many ideas and i dont know where to start.... and plus i have some problems right now... and i need some suggestion from you guys...
first problem... i'm still far behind with the training... i dunno if i could catch up... i mean i could study this weekend but honestly i dunno if i could catch up... and i get nervous when talking... kinda funny since i'm in the call center business... anyway i willt try to study this weekend...
maybe the problem is that because this is not my dream job... not a chosen career actually... but i need the money in order to get to my dream job...
dream job... unil now i still have doubts about it... do i really want to be a pastry chef? i dunno what happened to me but the desire is not that strong... i dunno what happened to me... everyday i get discourage... i sounds so negative but i can't help it... yeah here i am again... i feel so lost... and yes nobody is saving me...
it sucks when your life is like that... you feel lost yet no one is there for you... no one to push you to be the best that you can be...
maybe i could figure it all out someday...
another problem.... money management...
to all those who doesn't know me well this is my first job and first time being in the real world... although i'm still lucky cuz i live with my parent's house...
the problem is it seems like i can't manage my money well... i was surprise that i spent more money now when i looked at my account... and i spend it on useless stuff...
i want to buy a new cellphone cuz the old one really sucks...
anyway i have some ways to tigten up my belt... (like bringing my own lunch instead of buying it) i could save like half of what i spend on food if i bring my own lunch...
and i'm thinking of another way to have more income... mabe i could do the doughnut selling again... who knows?!??!
well that's my rant for today... thanks for reading...
keep on blogging!!!



