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to all peple who are expecting to write my share your culture series...
 
i'm sorry if i havent started one yet... the problem is i have so many ideas and i dont know where to start.... and plus i have some problems right now... and i need some suggestion from you guys...
 
first problem... i'm still far behind with the training... i dunno if i could catch up... i mean i could study this weekend but honestly i dunno if i could catch up... and i get nervous when talking... kinda funny since i'm in the call center business... anyway i willt try to study this weekend...
 
maybe the problem is that because this is not my dream job... not a chosen career actually... but i need the money in order to get to my dream job...
 
dream job... unil now i still have doubts about it... do i really want to be a pastry chef? i dunno what happened to me but the desire is not that strong... i dunno what happened to me... everyday i get discourage... i sounds so negative but i can't help it... yeah here i am again... i feel so lost... and yes nobody is saving me...
 
it sucks when your life is like that... you feel lost yet no one is there for you... no one to push you to be the best that you can be...
 
maybe i could figure it all out someday...
 
another problem.... money management...
 
to all those who doesn't know me well this is my first job and first time being in the real world... although i'm still lucky cuz i live with my parent's house...
 
the problem is it seems like i can't manage my money well... i was surprise that i spent more money now when i looked at my account... and i spend it on useless stuff...
 
i want to buy a new cellphone cuz the old one really sucks...
 
anyway i have some ways to tigten up my belt... (like bringing my own lunch instead of buying it) i could save like half of what i spend on food if i bring my own lunch...
 
and i'm thinking of another way to have more income... mabe i could do the doughnut selling again... who knows?!??!
 
well that's my rant for today... thanks for reading...
 
 
keep on blogging!!!
 
 


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  • Battycat said on Sep 13, 2008....
    It takes a while to learn money management, you'll get there, as for work, you're young enough to change your mind about what you want to do. What is the training you are doing?
  • queenparanoia said on Sep 13, 2008....
    battycat: hello battycat! i'm training to be a call center representative.. it's not easy at it seems since i'm a technical support... and my customers are americans! english is not my first language so i have some difficulties with language as well... i write better than i speak...
  • scipio said on Sep 14, 2008....

    You realise the importance of money only when you start spending your own hard earned money. 

    You should now change your SC name ot queenpa "rant" ioa. LOL

  • skald said on Sep 14, 2008....
    When I was 14 I had my first summer job, yes, I had been babysitting before and getting some money monthly from that. but when I worked for the first time I found out how long it takes to make money but quickly it goes. If you toutch  the money I thought it is gone. So you really have to think about what you use the money for and weather it is worth while.

    And even though this is not your dream job, it is best to do each job well. It shows you as a worthy peson. no matter how insignifiant the job is.
  • queenparanoia said on Sep 14, 2008....

    scipio: i have been thinking about tha for a long time... lol... ;-)

    skald: thank you for the words of wisdom skald: yeah i'll try better for this job eventhough i'm not a fan of it... ;-)

  • travelr712 said on Sep 15, 2008....
    sorry i'm late to the party qpdoll. look, you're still young. you've got allot of life ahead of you. i really understand wanting to start on your 'life's path', i wish you could. but it just doesn't seem to be in the cards for you right now. and if you were to try and force it, you'd only end up being disappointed. i think you're on the right track already. you're learning a whole lot of important life lessons, deciding on how you want to mold your personality to fit these circumstances, and you're able to do it all in the safety of your parents house. i'd say you're in the perfect position. give it a couple years, show yourself you can learn this new thing that seems so hard right now, and that you don't really want to do, and you'll gain a confidence in yourself you'd never know otherwise. work on doing better with your money. it doesn't have to come all at once. if you relax a bit and just kinda go with it, work on those things, it'll come sooner than you think.
     
    i have faith in you qpdoll.
  • queenparanoia said on Sep 16, 2008....
    trav: awwww thanks trav that's sweet of you... funny cuz today something interesting happened to me that kinda changed my attitude about this. i'll blog about it later... but youre right i'm on the right path... ;-)

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