Not that I'm constantly sad, it's just that there were days when i am not happy being a wife to my husband. And today is one of those days. I just wanted to be a mom to my two neat kids. But i am dead tired of being a wife, and acting like everything is okay.
Am i prepared to live without him? Honestly? I think i can, but i would never wanted my kids to be without a dad. He is a good provider. He lets me act independently. In fact, most people would find him to be a really good husband material.
But i am looking for someone to talk to, I mean, really talk to. Someone deep and sensible and sensitive. I want someone to hold hands with and feel really, really safe. I want someone who'll wake me in the middle of the night because there's something in his mind that he wanted to share with me. I want someone who i can drag to watch date movies with. I want someone sweeter, someone...someone not like him.
Please, God, can we re package him to be the guy i wanted, or can i just resign s his wife?
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desperatehousewife posted on Sep 11, 2008
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