So, I have started drinking again. Vodka is my choice. I figure that mixed with V-8 fusion it can't be all that bad for me! Who am I kidding? I went with the 3 kids to visit my parents for an entire month this summer. I only drank when my husband came to town. Is that ironic? I can't figure out if it's him or just the responsibility of being a mom and wife, etc. that makes me want to drink.

Either way it's gonna kill me. My skin, my muscles, my bones, my health- I can feel the effect after over a year of this constant stuff. I felt so good when I was 'home'. I had loving support for me and my kids. Very low stress and very low key. It was great. I did okay for one month after I came home, but it got too much to handle. Back to the bottle. Isn't alcohol a depressant? Ha! What a stupid cycle again. Whatever.

Vodka Fusion- that's my savior!