So I have the back drawing office to myself today.Shakira is off sick AGAIN today.Apparently she is in hospital with a migraine.I am sorry,but there is only so far i can feel sympathy for someone else.I have been here for nearly 8 months and been off work for 3 days.She has been off for nearly 40.I think if you were to prick her finger with a drawing pin,she would ask for stitches.

The engineer and the other tech are out on site.So its just me and the pc,the four walls,a phone and my music.

So I decided to listen to Evanescence "Fallen" It is one of my favourite albums and never get tired of listening to it.

Its strange,there i was,working away and litening to my tunes and my mind started to wander - no reason why,it happens sometimes when you get distracted by something you see or hear.I thought about a lot of things,a lot of people too - no idea why.

I thought about Jo.Hadn't done that in a couple of days as i had been so busy.I mean really THOUGHT about her.

Then the song 'My Immortal' came on,it got to the last verse

'i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

and though you're still with me

I've been alone all along'

 

.......makes me wonder