I'm thinking about doing another "Reversing" spell.  I have been fed alot of negativity since the last one I did.  The thing is, do I really want to harm those who might be stabbing me in the back, or do I want to kill them with kindness?  If I continue to be kind to them, doesn't that mean that some of my behavior is modeled after the words of Jesus while the rest is of one of the beliefs that are his opposite?  I can already tell now that I should just do the "Reversing" spell.  I don't want to be a martyr.  I can respect the fact that he made the choice to stand up for what he believed in and healed many while doing so, but, I don't necessarily believe that I would want to be nailed to a cross like him for it.  He shouldn't have been tortured like that.  People can be so damn cruel.  I may not have the same beliefs as him, but I can respect that he had his own beliefs.  If that means that this mercinary has a soft spot, oh well.  No one should be put through such pain for believing something.  I do hope that the human race can think beyond that sort of cruelty now.  The only thing that makes a person deserve any punishment in my eyes is the thought that what goes around to an innocent victim comes back to torment the abuser, possibly threefold.  That's the whole reason why I'm only thinking about a "Reversing" spell.  I don't need karma biting me in the ass any more than it already has.