Because recently when we talk together it evolves into a argument. It does not matter what we are talking about. She said recently that she did not believe in us. That our future together is so much cloudy that she cant live like that. And she did not believe it would change.
She says that I am not a very romantic. That in the beginning i was romantic but it has stopped. Now I don´t try she says. I take her for granted. That she feels herself just a bonus, but if she would dump me I would not be very hurt and would just keep on living like nothing happened.
Our relationship is hard. I got a job outside of the city and we are in a long distance relationship. Meet each other on weekends. It was supposed to be temporary.. but it has dragged. Now I am heading toward the second winter... and the love-life is in shambles...
