Just before 10 last night I was feeling like my self again. I am never lonely for a long time.
I learned to depend on my self from the start as I am an only child.
It was good going to bed with a light on. You see I usually go after my husband and I don't put the light on, instead I grope in the darkness, almost blind at first.
Now I also had the radio on and listed to wonderful classical music until I was falling asleep.
This morning I was on YouTupe listening to music from the time of word war 2.
Then I meant to visit mum. I was already in the jeep when my friends Sjöbba and Tommi came down to the garage.
They said they had just been looking for me. They wanted to take me out to a place called the Coffee Wagon.
The Coffee Wagon is on the harbor. On the other side of town. When I was a teenager it was a "Coffee Wagon! or a coffee shack. When I was working in the summers in the fish plant we would buy coke and "prince polo" there a Polish chocolade biscuit that was very popular here. Now this place is much more sophisticated. An other house has been build for the cafe.
All kinds of people come there, fishermen, poets, busyness men, house wives and every kind you can think of, or almost. lol
I had coffee there and a big sandwich with prawns on, jammy.
We sat there and talked and then we went shopping for groceries.. In the west side of town. We live on the further most east side.
This trip took us 2 hours and when I got home I went to mums. She was very happy to see me and we had a good time. Even though she forgets everything, I tell her it again and again and every one is happy.
We talked about old days now.
I tell her stories of me when I was a child and she listens. I tell her how beautiful she was and how I saw her sitting in the grass, the most beautiful woman in the world. I was 4.
