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is my dad the problem or my mom?

ana's_soul posted on Sep 07, 2008 | views: 102 | Tags: this is a life
here's my story... lets see if you're in the same boat...
Ever since i was little, my real mother and real father had issues... Never got along. They were not married when i was born and they thought i could fix their problems... When i was ten years old, My older brother (age 12 at the time) left my mothers and my house to live with my father. I broke in half when my brother left...I'm still broken in half... My mom was furious, as im sure you can guess, So when i was eleven years old my mom convinced me to fake sexual harassment on my father...
I did.
I feel like,
I died.
Ever since that happened...
I feel empty..
My father and i never had a close relationship...
I'm guessing it is because he may not be my father...
This is just a skim over the story..
So here i am, dieing inside and punching myself for something i did when i was eleven. Wow,,, It sound so boring

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  • day2day said on Sep 07, 2008....
    hi ana, nice to 'meet' you.  I've read all your posts
    and i think you express yourself quite well in your poems.
    Sorry to hear about you 3 friends.  I didn't read anything that
    says that you are the cause of all their meanness to you.
    And, what you did when you were 11 is not your fault, at all.
    You were doing what ur mom told you to do. And, your dad made
    it very easy for you.  You are the one who has been manipulated beyond words can say.  I hope you keep writing and getting things off your chest. It helps a whole lot.
    day2day
     

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