At times I feel like I share my most shameful secrets and nobody cares.
I am dismissed. I don’t know why I even bother to speak at all.
Maybe I should just lock it all inside of me…. lock it away inside the cold dark place inside of me and throw it all away.
Forget about all of it.
Ignore all of it.
Try harder to disappear, get smaller.
Maybe that’s the best way.



