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At times I feel like I share my most shameful secrets and nobody cares. 
I am dismissed.  I don’t know why I even bother to speak at all. 


Maybe I should just lock it all inside of me…. lock it away inside the cold dark place inside of me and throw it all away. 
Forget about all of it.

Ignore all of it.

Try harder to disappear, get smaller.


Maybe that’s the best way. 


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  • day2day said on Sep 06, 2008....
    hi i'mnot,
    It's hard to get out of that 'funk', isn't it?  You'll have to probably start small and let the 'baby' have her say.   Everyone hears their own voices inside. What fallyn said is right. 'Compartmentalize' baby doll.   Don't rule out a professional counselor. They do help.
    It's a hard thing to do. You're being honest and that's the first step.
    Take care and don't disappear. Physical impossibility.
    day
  • killingme4u said on Sep 06, 2008....
    hey.i've not been around all that much recently but i told you you are one of the 1st i always look for. and said that i relate to you the most here.i don't know if it'll help any but i very often feel the same way you are right now.so i very much get where you are comin from my power is blinking again.....ib back
  • pickersplock said on Sep 07, 2008....
    Nah!
    Let it all out!
    Punch someone in the face if you have to!
  • Fallyn said on Sep 07, 2008....
    *HUGS*  i'm sorry. i wish i knew how to help. *more hugs*
  • skald said on Sep 07, 2008....
    Oh no don't lock it all inside. It is not good for you. (((((((((hugs)))))))))))))
  • cuppajava said on Sep 07, 2008....
    Hi - You know that making yourself disappear isnt the solution to your problems.I have told you that before.Who is 'dismissing' you?
  • Mamie said on Sep 07, 2008....
    hey there, friend, I hope you are feeling somewhat better now...there are many who care...you just have a tough life right now and if you just keep taking baby steps, I swear your dreams will come true! Keep trying!! love, love, M
  • killingme4u said on Sep 09, 2008....
    hey.how are you?just stopping by.   :))

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