I started this blog to write down my feelings. I'm having a hard time lately. I think i've spread myself too thin. My mom takes a lot of my time. I'm not trying to blame anything on anyone. But, everything is going haywire. It's time for me to back up and concentrate on what i came here to SC for. That was to make a record of my day2day happenings. I am no help to anyone here.
Last week at work was a long, long one. A machine was the main problem. Actually i just got moved to these particular machines at the beginning of the year. I've worked with them off and on for a long time. But, permanently? No. Now, i'm given the chance to have an ongoing day2day f__kfest with them.
The promotion is on hold. For now. It seems that Diego has smoothed out his road. He travels all around the floor now and helps everyone. I'm glad he finally got the message. He really is a good boss, and i told that to Mr. Bob. Diego just needed to help out the rest of us too, not just Missy. And, boy has she been working lately. Since Diego is not there right up her ass. I can see her from my station. I see her having probs and she looks around. I can tell she's looking for Diego. She looks thoroughly disgusted with the situation.
Well, she can't have it so easy when the rest of us work our asses off. I think in the long run she'll be happier knowing that she can do it herself. When she realizes this, i think, she'll have a lot more faith in herself. I know she can do it. Hell, she's been over there with those same machines for 4 years. That's a long time. I know i sound like i'm being nosy and judgemental. Isn't that what life is all about? Oh, well, i'm talking to myself again. The doubt monster is lurking near by. I gotta run... I'll be back later tonight to finish this.
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