i know i come across and sound like a stupid bitch most of the time.i know i'm alway's ranting and rambling and wth ever.....just my stupid bs.but i come here at my angriest to vent usualy as a last alternative.if i did'nt vent the way i do then more damage would be done.where i live now it's alot harder to get away with punching holes in the wall's .....i recently had 4 closet doors replaced because of holes punched in them.in one of my bedrooms i put a chair recently through the wall and have managed to keep it hidden from anyone--i have a mattress standing against the wall. anyway..........i can't afford to be arrested again.i can't stand 302's.i can't at all stand other's having any control anything of me.i kjnow i'm not well liked here b/c of how i come across.yeah it makes me uncomtfortable to come at all here.but like anyone else and everyone else i gotta vent somewhere to .i'm tired of 'acting out'.i've actualy gone a week now w/o cutting myself.i've not been here to post much lately because i'm to uncomfortable but i have been reading some of the post's each day.thoughj i don't comment at all. i feel really stupid and embarrassed to say this but i'm not just angry hateful bitch.but i am when i post.that's all i'm gonna say on it for now. AND hey secretlife.if you read this,Thank you for everything.most of all thank's for giving me a chance and sticking around.your the best and your still my favorite SC'er. ;))



