He didn't actually said that,
but that's what I got from the last time we talked.
We're not going to see each other anymore,
He said I deserve someone who can be there for me and I'm really a beautiful woman. blah blah blah.
But he's leaving me.
We promised to make it work and not to be daunted by the challenges but now he's leaving and he won't even tell me exactly that. It would hurt alot but at least it won't leave me hanging.
He even said that he won't be angry if I find someone new. why of course he won't. He's the one leaving me behind.
I'm sounding like a bitter victim here, but I'm not really, We both know that sooner or later it will end. Even from the start.
I just wish, he'd tell me that. That we're no longer together because he doesn't want me anymore, simple, abrupt and plain truth.
That will crushed all the hope inside of me that we can still be together in the future. The soonest I accept this, the sooner I'll moved on. For now I just want to be with sadness.
ellamae14 posted on Sep 05, 2008
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queenparanoia said on Sep 05, 2008....
oh... my...
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shet...
just remember where here ella... gusto mu inum tayu? but i doub it if alcohol could wash it all away...
i hope youre okay... we're here for you...
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gingersoul said on Sep 05, 2008....
Ella....i am sorry to read about this.....The grief process will take a little bit of time but it helps that you too were seeing this end approcahin so it has not been like a lightning strucking in the blue sky...Be gentle with yourself....let the bitterness sink and just think that when one door closes another one is going to open .....soon or later ....{{hugs}} -
ellamae14 said on Sep 06, 2008....
queen: thanks, you've always been supportive. ging: yes, the last few days were hard. I kept on thinking about him. when my cellphone rings I'm still hoping it will be him. he was such a great guy. but I'm going to respect his choice, I'm hurting but it will soon end, on top of my wanting for us to be together, I'd want to be his friend. He won't see me fall apart. I'd be hard for him, we've been really good friends and I know he still care for me as a friend. thank you. -
day2day said on Sep 08, 2008....
hi ella, I guess you saw it coming, huh? Maybe you guys can stay friends later on. It's probably better for you anyway. He couldn't be there for you all the time.day
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