I realized today how lonely I am. I readily attach myself to people trying to stave it off. I miss the feeling of love, of being in love, of sharing love, the mental closeness, the warmth. I miss it, I want that again. To feel wanted, and cherished, to be held close. I want it all. But I don't know where to find it. I don't know where to look. I don't know if I'm truly ready, if I can have a healthy relationship.
How long do I wait to look, or do I look?
I don't want to be lonely any more.



