My mom is soooooo strictish.....so we've never really gotten down to talking about it........not that i want tooo or do i want to?Iv've been waiting for it to come for YEARS now....but still....NOTHING.....everytime I get up from a chair after a lesson at school,BAM....I think its come...BUT NOOOOO....its just the heat from sitting for so long.......I'm paranoid.......I collect every bit of information about it...but still....NOTHING comes.......when I'm going to the toilet...I think to myself...could that be it?BUT NOOOOO!!!!!!!if only there was a day..a TIME for it to come...then I'd know,and prepare myself fully........basically all of my friends got theirs now..and they have the security of knowing that they'l never go through their menarche again..YES LADIES AND GENTLEMEN......PERIODS.....the bitch to the female body..........I havn't gotten mine,but its alredy got a hold on my life....maybe I'm thinking about it tooo much...if you can relate to my story here.....PLEASE TELL ME!!!! its just all makes me feel sooooo wierd...its like its written all over my face......NOT HAD IT YET......get what i mean?I want to have it....BUT I DON'T !!!!!Does that make sense?OK,let me refrase that,I WANT it,but I'm too scared....[not that if i was sure I want it,I'D GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!] I just can't engage in such a conversation with my mom..I CAN'T....she's very fun-loving and all....but its kind of taboo to bring sexual,or puberty related talks up in my family.....I live with 1 brother,my mom and dad....and my dog...is this the right to have a period? WhatI'm trying to say is.....HOW will Ii hide pads,tampons etc from my brother?it will be uncomfortable for him to know!!!!!!!!AND MY DAD!!!!!!!!I DON'T WANT HIM TO KNOW!!!!!!!!Wll my mom tell him???????I have my own room and all,but still,WHERE DO I DISPOSE OF MY 'GIRL STUFF'?????
my friends talk about their peiods and all...it was uncomfortable to engage in such conversations with them at first,but now its ok,.......they say i should 'ENJOY NOT GETTING IT' while it lasts,but this....this is driving me INSANE!!!!!!!!everytime I'm alone in the house,I nip into my mom's room to take a good look at her pads...is that ok?not in a sick way,but i just want to know how they feel and what not......HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!