sometimes,i wanna hold u tight and nvr let go.im scared of losing you.ive lost u once im not gonna lose u twice.i hope u are wary of that.im writing bcos im scared of losing sumone i loved and im scared of telling her .idk.im just scared.im scared that its fading.pls tell me that its not.tell me that its gaining. if u r reading dis,and i hope u will, ive told u b4 dat.day by day. ive appreciate u more and more.and im really thankful of dat.th first on my mind was to gain love frm her.i hpe thats possible.im just hoping that you hav u felt the same too.thru this,i hpe ive gain.wat i really wanna do is to see us happy like we nvr bfore.somestimes i wonder if hav i done enuf ? did i do enuf ? did i suceed ? unfortunately , u r the only one that could ans that.u , r the only one whom i was longing for..jyeah..but sometimes, i hav to admit that uve make me happy and to be smiling always. =)) in fact, uve always did.its really really torturing to be missing you ! i really wanted to meet up wif u.thats my UPMOST priority now.ive really really appreciate u.sometimes i noe i get irritating .but jyeah.i cared for u alot.