i finally found someone to talk to. after calling a few and being told they couldn't see me for like a month, i was referred to someone who could see pretty quickly...within a week. i have gone twice and i feel ok, but talking about myself brings up guilt. i feel guilty because i always feel guilty. i can't stay up past 10 without thinking i'm doing something wrong. weird huh? i'm sure there is some deep rooted reason why i continue to slap my wrist for such mundane activities.



