It has been six long years
since my first-born baby died. Two days after i gave birth to her, she
had hard time breathing. In the hospital, I can still imagine how she
looks like.When I saw her in the incubator with all those dextrose in
her hand and a tube in her nose, it squeezed my heart to death. I
wanted to scream because she does not deserve to be like that. I wanted
to cry at that very moment but then I felt nothing.... I'm in deep
shocked. I thought she was just sleeping, before I knew she was already
dead....Tears keep falling from my face....
Until now, it still
hurts that we were not able to make her survive....May be it was God's
plan and we cannot question that........But it takes times for us to
move on.....
It still hurts....really it is.....
rain4u posted on Aug 31, 2008
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Comments
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crybabylu said on Sep 02, 2008....
I have never known that kind of grief. You must know a great deal about grief, that I can't even begin to know, but I have lost others, and still think about them, some daily. LOL -
rain4u said on Sep 03, 2008....
crybabylu.....thanks.....i'm still moving on with the help of my other two kids...
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PAPERBACKWRITER said on Sep 07, 2008....
I will pray for your angel. She would now always be in our prayers.
paper ~
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queenparanoia said on Sep 07, 2008....
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
no words... just a hug...
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rain4u said on Sep 08, 2008....
Salamat Queen..... Thanks for the hug.....
Thanks....Paper....you are right... she is now an angel..
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