it's been a few days since i've posted last. strangely, i didn't quite know what to say and i had some other things that had come up: i had a romantic weekend with my girlfriend last weekend to celebrate our anniversary, and i've been spending most of my free time after my boring job writing my novel (although i've been writing the occasional comment to other's blogs) and listening to my beloved yankees. i will try to post something while at work - especially since i won't have a whole lot to really do. but i should really get my ass to sleep. i haven't been to work on time in over a year. i'm supposed to be at work at 9 and i've been showing up at like 9:50.

there's an explanation to that, the company president is an elderly man who suffered a stroke some time ago so he's not in the office much and everyone else tends to show up as they please and leave as they please. no one cares what i do because i'm generally there in body at least, and i do most of my work, most of the time . . . that is when i'm not spending time flirting with my girlfriend. almost everyone in the company knows about our relationship, and i'm pretty certain that it's so obvious that even when we're acting "professionally" that most people with any sort of sense can pick up on it. i'm aware of the fact that if we want to go to the next level, that we can't work at the same company without getting truly sick of each other. of course, i'm not having much luck in the job search at the moment. i go on on interviews and get turned down left and right, despite the experience i have, despite my education and so on. of course, some interviwers you can tell that they have no interest in hiring you and others you can never tell, while some act like they want you so badly that they'll say and do anything. my job is a sinking ship and i need to jump off - so does my girlfriend.