I have been trying to keep my emotions under wraps for the purposes of not disappointing both parties and not hurting anyone in the process. Of course, my purposes are far-fetched.

I know, vague post, again. But then, I wish I could spell it outright, but I don't want to get way ahead of myself and create unnecessary excitement or the opposite.

A week from today, I would make my decision, its not imposed on me by anybody, rather I imposed this on myself.

Counting down the days till I make that decision,
dazed_and_confused (which is how I am feeling right now)