Don't know what to do. I am at loss. Everyday, it feels like my feelings for him is getting more stronger. I know there's nothing I can do. I have no right to ask for anything. I'm silently praying and hoping he'd wake up one morning and realize that he wants me more than anything else.

It seems that I belong to those people he just met at one point of his life. People who will never leave a mark and will eventually be forgotten. It hurts to think that, but what can I do?

It was really a mistake on my part. I should have not take the risk.

Everything happens for a reason. Meeting him probably has a reason What is the reason then? I have been through a lot like this. Do I need to know more?

I am just in this never ending search of finding someone I could love and would love me too. I thought he was who I am waiting for. I might be wrong. But I will never stop wishing he'll be the one.