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not caring...

queenparanoia posted on Aug 24, 2008 | views: 102 | Tags: blogging dont care, peace, that chill feeling, caring

today, i woke up feeling not caring up the world...

i didnt care about the world...

didnt care about my family...

didnt care about my job...

didnt care about me...

and i love that feeling...

i love the feeling that once in my life i could just lay down in that bed without thinking the shits that going on in my life right now...

just dont care at anything at all...

i know the feeling is temporary... i know that the moment i lay my feet on the ground all of that feeling would be gone...

i know that as i stood up and went to the bathroom and do my business, go eat my breakfast, and do some useless robotic thing that i always do in my morning... i know the feeling would be gone...

at first i was sad about it.

i  was sad because i love that feeling...

i love that feeling that i didnt care what everybody else... i didnt care what the world is going on right now. i didnt even care what i think...

all i care is about is nothing at all...

just living on that feeling...

 

 

keep on blogging!!! 



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  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Aug 25, 2008....

    A wonderful sense of peace... I can say more confidently now, that in the future it will last longer, this sense of peace.

    Wishing you a great week, kapatid :)

    <3
    ate papel ~
  • queenparanoia said on Aug 25, 2008....
    paper: thanks ate papel...;-) and i hope so... ;-)
  • uniquely-ironic said on Aug 25, 2008....
    in martial arts they call that a sutemi.  a "surrender" of the mind. 
     
    I like that feeling too.
  • skald said on Aug 25, 2008....
    It is good to be care free sometimes. 
  • beyondtheveil said on Aug 25, 2008....
    queenie- In this respect, not caring sounds like freedom, doesn't it? 
  • callingyou said on Aug 25, 2008....

    mhmm and the worst is when I remember everything I was not caring about... Haha ;)
  • Lucytorial said on Aug 25, 2008....
    Is it like an orgasm?  *-} if it is I love that feeling too
  • silverwhisper said on Aug 25, 2008....
    i gotta say, sis, i'm having a lot of trouble seeing you as someone who revels in not caring about things, even if temporarily.

    ed
  • queenparanoia said on Aug 26, 2008....

    uniquely: really that's good to know...

    skald: yes it is dear skald... ;-)

    beyond: total freedom...

    calling: you have a point there...

    lucy: oh yes it is... much better actually... ;-)

    silver: i guess i'm tired of caring too much...

  • callingyou said on Aug 26, 2008....
    i'm going to have one of those moments tomorrow morning when i realize i go back to school...
  • queenparanoia said on Aug 26, 2008....
    caliingyou: savor that moment... ;-)
  • callingyou said on Aug 26, 2008....

    will do! Actually it will probably be by hitting the snooze button :)
  • queenparanoia said on Aug 26, 2008....
    callingyou: sweet dreams... ;-)

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