I'm in love with someone I just met. It was a bad decision that I decided to meet him so soon. I just met him online. My first time to actually meet someone in person. And he was exactly what I hope he should be.

Maybe I was too stupid to believe what he told me. He was very persisting. And I got carried away I forgot that I might get hurt. I gave in with a hope that I might actually start to something more stable. I really thought so. But now, I can feel that I got it all wrong. I never learn. I tried staying away from things like that. I don't know what spell he has to make me risk of meeting him.

So here I am now. Back to being a scared person I was before. And hurt, coz' I felt I was lied to. Well I was lied to. I let him do that. I could have avoided that but I let it happen. No one to blame. It's so unfair sometimes. I came to meet him with sincerity and with a hope. But I went home confused and hurt.

So what do I do now?