So a while a go i wrote out a list of wishes in a blog, here is part of that list with the progress in bold next to each wish...
the personal (and probably shallow) ones...
i wish my nose was a little smaller, my arms were toned and my belly flat -ive stopped stressing out about this so much, and for the first time in three years im genuinely happy with my appearnce
i wish i didnt get carried away so easily- in all honesty i quite enjoy getting carried away- im living for the moment
i wish for good exam results so they weren't brilliant but i still got into my first choice uni!
i wish i knew what the future held for me - well i know where im going come september and the unknown after that is pretty exciting
i wish i had a wider friendship group - genuinely believe i do
i wish i was just a little older ( approximately 60 days older)- only 14 to go now!!!
i wish i didnt feel like i was always left behind - i now realise you make your own mark in life, and that you choose wether or not you join in no one else!
i wish i hadnt meesed up so many friendships well you cant change the past, but for every friend lost there is the oppourtunity to make new ones!
i wish that all those friendships i have now will stay with me forever well this one is really up to me!
i wish i had been / was in love i think i could be falling...
i wish i was a little more sporty hmmm well maybe i havent made any progress on this one but who knows what with cheap gym membership at uni!
i wish i could sing just cos i have no talent doesnt stop me from wailing at the top of my voice!
i wish i could act full time well right now ill settle for taking a degree that involves performing!
so i guess you could say i feel like the luckiest girl in the world, and i am VERY grateful for all ive got! dont loose hope guy's ive been down, ive had disappointment but there really is a silverlining...
