I barely talk…I barely give a giggle…I often ignore the negative things that surrounded me everyday! Its not merely an obstacle that hinders me from getting my goal, it is obviously a downside of everyones persona.

Things may seem very hard to reach…my struggles have been utmostly tiring…I never seemed to give up, as what others are waiting….i cannot lose hope nor stop from moving on…this is the strength I uphold and keeps me even more stronger….i cannot rely on friends who got their own time…they got priorities too…some have just changed…barely because of my actions and my character…you can neither blame them nor stop them from doing so….i’d rather be alone at times wherein you can think of ways to prosper and improve yourself…medicines might have changed me a bit…I barely know myself now….my moods just keeps on changing that fast and my thinking kills me often…so many things have occupied my mind and I’m trying to keep it from using…my brains are merely of no use now…I need my body even more….i slowly feel the wrath of sickness gnawing upon my hopeless body….i cannot stop it…but I can still control it!

I still believe in luck…I still believe that someday bad things would be over…all I need is some more extra life to accomplish things….it might be a little slow these days but I continue moving and believing I could still get there!