i don't know why i still kept on loving him.. when all he ever does is hurt me..i still love him.. i still do.. but i can't take it anymore!.. you know what i want?.. it's to forget the feeling i had for him.. so i will not be constantly hurting.. he is intentionally making me feel worthless.. and i don't want it to be that way.. alright, he won.. he hurt me.. but all i want to do is to move on.. to esxcape from all these hurting.. to escape from all of these.. but i everytime i try to do so, i dunno know.. i just can't.. i don't want to love him anymore.. this is enough.. plz.. i don't want to hurt anymore.. ='(