The world was spinning in a beautiful universe, filled with blazing stars that sparkled, each enveloped in wonder and possibility. I sailed along in life with passion and devotion invested in particular parts of my life and those they centred around, and then, as happens when you do not keep focused on everything around you, I got dizzy, fell to the floor hard and landed in a heap. The world stopped spinning and everything was changed.

 

My universe no longer seems to hold that sparkle and wonder. In an instant, possbilities disappeared and I found myself living in a haze of stagnant hurt. My heart aches and my mind is strangely blank. All I know is that I loved and trusted - and it has come back to haunt me.

 

It is strange and uninspiring and horrific that a life can be built into a beautiful, magical, intricate web, with unconditional love and emotion invested into each and every strand of complexity, and then in no time it can be unravelled; blown away in tatters into that incredible universe that protected us.

 

The heart, the soul, the mind, the world, our lives... all so fragile. It just takes one person to push you hard against the woven silk and every perfect detail is destroyed. And it could never be the same again.

 

The world stops. And life dies out.