I met a man 6 yrs ago. The funny thing about him was that I had a dream about him 2 yrs before I met him. It freaked me out. It was like God sent him just for me and only me. He was my first real love. We were together for 3 1/2 yrs. He was the only guy who I lived with. We broke up on account of me, I mean I never cheated on him, he's problem with me was that I wasn't use to being in a long relationship. I would do things for me and forget about him. He learn to deal with it, but not all the time. I always said I was going to change, but ended up doing the same mess over again. It grew old and we both went our separted ways. We still talk everyday and after our break-up we still made love, maybe that was our downfall, but I loved him so much. We talked about making it work, but I have doubts that I'm gonna fall back in my situation? Should I be devoted to the past?