Do I fear the gathering clouds of sorrow?  Tell it to Jesus.  Tell it to Jesus.  Am I anxious about tomorrow?  Tell it to Jesus alone.  An honest talk with God is the first step in finding peace of mind.  What shall I say to those things that trouble me?  God is for me!  Who or what can be against me?  (Romans 8:31, Psalm 88)  These scriptures have been the expression of my emotional state at the start of this date.  As the night surrendered to this day, the atmosphere surrounding me collapsed.  I didn't want to go to bed upset.  So I prayed.  God please pave my way with light.  Lighten my burdens with love.  Let your way for me be revealed with clarity and exactness.  Although I know my present circumstances shall pass,  I find letting go and turning it all over to God is so difficult.  Yet, God knows my pains, my fears, my misguided notions which push me further away from who I am and what I am here to do.  What's going to happen is going to happen.  Am I where I'm supposed to be?  Be the softness in my voice; the gentleness in my spirit, and the clarity of mind.  Amidst the obstacles and challenges I see, show me the way around or through them.  Let me no longer be hindered or obstructed.  Lord make me so uncomfortable that I will do the very thing I fear. I'm tense, restless and finding hell is breaking loose because I need to grow.  Yet I find myself still staying where I don't belong.  How long will I continue in this pain?  I guess until I want to move.  The old remedies aren't working.  I'm cutting myself down to fit into a situation I know I don't belong and it is the very source of my pain.  I've got to move forward and get outta here.