I'm not very eloquent tonight as I've tried to write something in advance several times tonight and failed. I finally gave up and decided to wing it.
Master, i had a wonderful time. I worry so much that at any minute You'll look at me and think i don't need this shit. but You never treat me that way. You go out of Your way to comfort my bullshit insecurity even when i'm pms-ing. I really don't know how You do it.
I was worried before i came that J-Dom's training would trigger in You a need to reclaim Your property. I though this would be a frightening, painful show of dominance and power. I am such an ignorant slut and know so little of real strength. Master you continue to amaze me and i adore and admire you with all my heart.
I'm so grateful that You have me training to serve You in ways that please You because it is the least this unworthy slut can do for You. I know this sounds a little like b.s. but its not at all Sir. You know i wouldn't say it if i didn't really mean it.
I feel bad for underestimating You. I feel bad for being the pms-ing insecure, spoiled brat that i am. I feel bad that i make you feel guilty for not spending more time with me.
i am so happy having You as my Master. I want to be able to long for You. I'm grateful that You are there for me to long for... you're my sappy romance story, my slutty adventure, my object of devotion, my dirty fantasy, my Master all ways and always.
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Dls
