Today is Saturday. In my little corner of the world, the sun is shining and it's hotter than hell outside. Not that i've been to hell before. That's strange. I have said " i'm living in hell" at certain times before. That was when i was a lot younger and i put myself in certain situations that made my life a living hell. Now, i see my kids living their lives and i try to tell them that the choices they make right now will affect their futures. Like i was at their age, they don't want to hear me or i should say they can't hear me. When i was 21, there wasn't anyone that was going to tell me what to do, where to go, or what to say. Yeah, i had an attitude. But my kids didn't have a mean father like mine and I thought that would make a difference in their lives. But, it didn't. What is going on? All 3 of my boys are over 1 8. It seems that not one of them cares what i have to say. Or do they? I just don't know. Maybe they've heard my voice so much over the years that they've learned to tune it out. Like a kind of white noise.
You see? When i write things down it sorta seems to make a little sense. After raising 3 boys on my own it's a wonder i have any sense left at all. There are 2 pennies laying on my table. So, i know i have 3 cents. argh! It took me a while to find that damn !.
There is lots for me to do today. I have to buy food, go to my mothers house, fix dinner, wash clothes, sweep the floor, and the list goes on. I'll try to write some more tonight.
I like to read and comment on other's blogs too. That takes a lot of well spent time.
You know. Sometimes, i feel like i've moved into a new community. I like it here.
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