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To my love, [reverse]

zaneamorphous posted on Jul 30, 2008 | views: 267 | Tags: anger, break-up, rambling, depressed, Ex, thanks

you said if i made a positive impact letter about you, i should make a negative impact letter about you too.

 

To my love,

   For some stupid reason, you have this natural talent for making me feel like absolute shit without even trying. Not seeing you makes me feel unwanted by you, which I probably am. I had shitty friends before you, and now that your friends are my only friends plus the fact that we've broken up means I have no one to turn to or hang out with. Thanks. You break up with me after I've gained respect for myself, but before I have any real ways of coping properly with negative emotions, so I have no idea what to do besides feel shitty. Thanks. You say you still love me, we act like we're dating, neither of us really want to be with anyone else, we definetely dont want each other to be with anyone else, but we're not fucking dating. MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE.

   The worst thing is, all these negatives are my own stupid fucking fault. So I can't even be mad at you.

Fucker.



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  • moonriver said on Jul 30, 2008....
    hey again...?

    zane, i'm reading your two latest blogs, and trying to make some sense of it. although you've already said it yourself, that "it makes no fucking sense."

    if it's any consolation, i'm familiar with this feeling. you're not alone.

  • OscarB said on Jul 30, 2008....
    Thanks for commenting on my blog...
     
    Interesting in terms of the comments you made...perhaps you should give therapy another bash right now!!!
     
    Hang in there!
  • zaneamorphous said on Aug 03, 2008....
    moonriver - thanks. i hope your trying to make sense of the situation and not my writing? lol but thank you. =]

    oscarb - therapy sounds like a real good idea for me about now lol. thank you =]

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