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just wondering why this isn't speaking to me..
maybe it's because i don't have strong feelings about it..
when i was with that girl, she was 'the one'..when she left..for me, she kept being 'the one'..i kept running in to her because of work.and that caused many problems for a loooooooong time(years)..well..for me it did...but hey, i finally got my head cleared..got over it..she changed jobs..didn't speak with her for over a year i think...and suddenly, she sends me a message asking how i'm doing...
 
and my only reaction was...
 
yeah i'm fine..you?
 
i didn't like it, i didn't mind it, i wasn't shocked..
that's the only thing that's a little confusing maybe..but only a little...that i just don't seem to care...i once would have given everything for just a simple 'how are you?'
 
posting about something you don't care about...is impossible though..
 
i don't know...
 
 


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  • phoeby said on Jul 27, 2008....
    -sighs-

    relationships. what do you do with all those sort of unexpressed feelings. i often wonder where they go, when the relationship ends (the feelings that is). or if it ends.

    maybe relationships never really end (in some way), who knows. 

    you're writing is so soulful and real, breathe. i read quite a few posts the other day and really felt you. (don't reciprocate because i'm on another planet periodically when i write! you'll do you're head in lol)

    thanks for reading me. Im not subscribing to anyone bec when i leave in a huge flourish of immediacy, it gets too hard to explain to everyone!
    phoeby

  • Mikeyo00 said on Jul 30, 2008....
    I dont think relationships end , we eventually let go emotionally and even feel new emotions as our role towards that person changes.
    I felt alot of guilt when i left my fiancee of 6 years.Not because i'd cheated or anything , but because I would'nt be there to make her happy anymore and her happiness to me was uncertain.I never wanted her to go through the lonliness.But then i always have alot of empathy for the one I love, it's sometimes a curse because I punish myself. 
     
    A year later I'd managed to let go and I heard that my ex had moved on and was going to start a family.The feeling which came over me was'nt a jealous or even an un-omotional feeling.I felt relieved and very very happy for her , that she had moved on.
     
    I dont think we ever stop caring , I think the relationship severes and changes into something new.Maybe thats why it is such a struggle during a break up.Its the emotional transistion which hurts us most.It can rip your heart out.But I'm sure , as most would agree further down the road in time we look back and wonder what all the fuss was about.
    Nice post breath.brings back alot of memories ;)
  • lionesss said on Aug 15, 2008....
    Hiya,,, iv come to read 1 of youre post and im very moved with emotion right now, iv been in this situation and its very hard to let go and move on,, but i did,,,and i look back and wonder what all the fuss was about , lionesss
  • BreatheUnderwater said on Aug 17, 2008....
    thank you for reading me...

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