indefinable control of balance
originated
so sweet
unconditional misunderstanding
impure illusions
beliefs
she left it undecided
i hold a gun
aim at me
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-edit 2-
just wondering why this isn't speaking to me..
maybe it's because i don't have strong feelings about it..
when i was with that girl, she was 'the one'..when she left..for me, she kept being 'the one'..i kept running in to her because of work.and that caused many problems for a loooooooong time(years)..well..for me it did...but hey, i finally got my head cleared..got over it..she changed jobs..didn't speak with her for over a year i think...and suddenly, she sends me a message asking how i'm doing...
and my only reaction was...
yeah i'm fine..you?
i didn't like it, i didn't mind it, i wasn't shocked..
that's the only thing that's a little confusing maybe..but only a little...that i just don't seem to care...i once would have given everything for just a simple 'how are you?'
posting about something you don't care about...is impossible though..
i don't know...



