i've been having these dreams about this person i haven't seen for a very long time. i have unresolved issues with this person, but i can't do much about them anymore. it's been 7 years...i have resigned myself to the fact that those issues and the questions i have will never be answered. anyway, we're still friends, but we haven't talked in a very long time.

i haven't thought about him until these dreams came. dreams that had an ominous feel to them. sort of cryptic, like a complex puzzle that i had to solve, a code that i had to decipher. the dreams are so vivid, the feelings so real, and his presence so tangible. it's as if he is with me when my eyes are closed and he goes away the moment i wake up.

the dreams have been bothering me. the things that happen in them, they keep on haunting me even in broad daylight. perhaps they are the things i've been repressing, things that are too futile to pursue.

am i simply putting too much meaning over something too trivial? does this mean anything at all or are they simply snippets of thoughts and feelings trying to escape from my vault deep within? should i bother at all?

should i care?