Right now I could tear the hair out of my head, I'm in pain and its HUGE its mega its amazingly delerious...
 
The thing is I won't take pain killers to stop my receptors feeling the pain in my brain because pain is a great way of guaging what your body is doing.....
 
However in approximately two hours I may retract this statement.... quite fearcly.......... by requesting some morphine.... liquid... and a lot of it... either that or I'm going to hospital.
 
Noooo nope nup and nadda, pain is good, I know whats happening if I can feel it right? mantra to self... pain is good
 
pain is good
 
fuck... ohhh gooddddddd pain
 
 
is
 
goood!


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  • bluegum said on Jul 24, 2008....
    Lucy if you need to see a doctor dont bullshit around go now .
    blue.
  • skald said on Jul 24, 2008....
    Lucy I am so sorry that you are in such a pain., Yes, go to hospital. 
  • secretlife said on Jul 24, 2008....
    lucy- pain isn't good. 
    you need pain killers.
    i hope you got some.
  • pickersplock said on Jul 24, 2008....
    Pain is not good!
    Get thee to a doctor pronto!
  • tbs230 said on Jul 24, 2008....
    The whole point of pain rectors in the brain is to tell you something is WRONG!!! You're not supposed to sit around and feel the pain...defeats the whole point!
     
    Go to the doctor's...now...please!
  • uniquely-ironic said on Jul 24, 2008....
    It's a proven fact that pain management (i.e. controling pain) improves the recovery of patients.  Yes, it's good to know that you're in pain, but once that's established it's prudent to manage it so that you are able to bear it.
     
    In other words, my friend, I hope you got yourself to a doctor or medicine cabinet.
  • Lucytorial said on Jul 24, 2008....

    Bluey! where the hell have you been mate????

     

    Okay okay everyone I took pain relief pretty soon after posting this... I was at home alone and feeling mighty sorry for myself.. actually I knocked myself out with a couple of doozy fortes.. feeling sore still but better.. sorry if I worried anyone but man.. when you are a lone and in pain it kind of scares the shit out of you.

  • uniquely-ironic said on Jul 24, 2008....
    You dork!!! You had me kinda worried. 
     
    I'm glad you're okay. :0)
  • vacantmind said on Jul 24, 2008....
    Glad to see you took something. Pain is good when its tolerable. But when it is excrutiating you have to draw the line.
  • Lucytorial said on Jul 24, 2008....
    I did hon... I don't usually take pain control so when I dropped two panadine fortes I was amazed at how quickly they worked and quickly I fell asleep. Today I'm on normal panadol which seems to be working fine.
  • queenparanoia said on Jul 24, 2008....
    i hope youre okay now lucy...
  • woman said on Jul 24, 2008....
    Lucy. While I know what you mean about feeling the pain and therefore knowing it's reality, it seems that you needed some relief and I am glad you finally gave it to yourself. Are you ok? Please take care.
  • Lucytorial said on Jul 24, 2008....
    Queenie & woman... I'm okay, getting much better... and yes I was a bit out of it yesterday and needed the relief.. thank god for drugs huh? :-}
  • woman said on Jul 24, 2008....
    Yep. I've made friends with a few drugs myself. Again, take care.
  • Me-Myself&I said on Jul 24, 2008....
    are you mad at yourself? girl, take the drugs as soon as the pain begins. no suffering allowed!!  take care stay pain free ok. *smile* ~see ya
  • pusscat said on Jul 25, 2008....

    I was ready to go on the hunt for you. When found I was gonna tie you down (yes, I have lots of rope to hand *winks*), clamp a peg on your nose (you'd be amazed what's in my toy box *giggle*) and force some Anadin Ultra down that throat of yours.  then I would have sat on you till you fell asleep.

    So glad you took some painkillers my girl!  Promise us all here that love you though Luce - if it's something that you don't usually suffer with, something that hasn't been diagnosed at all, drag your ass to the doctor just to get it checked out.  Crazy suffering if you don't have to.

     

    You take care

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