So life has been pretty bad, money is worse, hubby's health is worse.  I miss my girlfriend!  She was suppose to come down and see me but it doesn't look like that is going to happen for at least another year.  She just bought a house so all her finances are tied up in that right now and she doesn't have the time or money to drive 6 hours to see me.  I can't believe that less that 8 months ago, was when i first met her face to face.  Hubby seems to think that he can just pick some random women and i should be happy with her, but she isn't my girl.  If I could just go to Canada to see her I would feel much better.  But not gonna happen for awhile, so I just have to get my "fix" by talking to her on the phone when I can.  I am hoping by the end of the year I can save the money to go see her, but with gas prices being what they are . . .