• uniquely-ironic said on Jul 23, 2008....

  Awww, little sister!  I'm sorry you're feeling blue today.  I know how hollow it must feel at the house, but try to take advantage of the quiet time.

• Fallyn said on Jul 23, 2008....

  *laughing* there are so many thinsg i could do today....and not all of them involving housework.
  why is the computer so mesmerizing?
  i waste more time on this thing. it just EATS time.
  
  just thinking though of how many things have gone against us.
  i know life isn't "fair" but what do you do when it seems to have taken a special interest in screwing things up between two people?
  

• uniquely-ironic said on Jul 23, 2008....

  I'm afraid I'm no help with that question.  I seem to attract quite a bit of unwanted attention from the universe.  I keep telling myself the reason is that I'm being trained for something bigger ........  I know, that's wishful thinking!

  Go do something to pamper yourself.  I command it!!!! (head cocked at "noble" angle, finger pointing to your front door)

• wishyouwerehere said on Jul 23, 2008....

  The longing does have a certain comfort to it, doesn't it?  A reflection of how much love you feel ... even if it isn't returned.  I wonder though, if it is just a matter of him being unable to express what he feels. 

  Life brings surprises, Fallyn.  I hope something wonderful is headed your way.

• Fallyn said on Jul 23, 2008....

  UI.....a shower doesn't count does it? it's more like work.
  which i still haven't done.
  
  wish......i never know what he's thinking...he doesn't volunteer anymore.
  he used to.
  i used to know completely what he was thiniing.
  but never any more.
  he could be pining for me the way i am for him....he could possibly not be thinking about me at all.
  he's been seriously seriously hurt in the past, even in childhood and has worked out ways of controlling his mind to avoid being hurt. which leaves me out in the cold
  it aches.
  
  but then.....i get really really involved and attached. so i'm not sure how healthy that is.
  

• cuppajava said on Jul 24, 2008....

  Hi - as you may or may not have realised yet - I have felt like that too.Loneliness and emptiness are sometimes so different in meaning,and at the same time can be so similar.It is an 'awkward feeling' I know - it leaves you with a sense of uncertainty.But you need to make a decision,I guess,on what you are to do next. Just remember to be yourself,love yourself for who you are ALWAYS -and look after number one FIRST,and that means you Take Care of U CJ X

• steppenwolf68 said on Jul 24, 2008....

  Oh, Fallyn, sorry to see you this way. There is little I can say to relieve the pain, and all the philosophy in the world seems so very empty when you feel empty.

  My mot her never tired of saying, "I cried because I had no shoes, until I saw a man with no feet!"

  Can't imagine a human being who would not care for you. But in your pain I can only try to console with the poet (Unowho) who said it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all... That has always been a lean on for me.

  And in sad times I often think of a firend in the Univ., whose 13th birthday found him marching barefoot to Siberia as a prisoner of war. He said that thank God for him the Russians love children and he was pulled out and sent home. He often told me that he felt we have to have the bad times to appreciate the good.

  And the pain brings one closer to the other human beings in life. Here is one real big good vibe for you.... (((( hug )))   and the rest ... time will take care of.....

• queenparanoia said on Jul 24, 2008....

  {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
   
  dont wrry fallyn you'll find someone someday...

• Fallyn said on Jul 24, 2008....

  cuppa, tryin to take care of me. it's hard......not sure why.
  
  steppenwolf,  i remember that always, it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all.......i totally agree with it. so totally. and all of what you said. i'm appreciating that i feel this way, i'd rather feel this way than nothing at all.
  someday right?
  
  queen. you too hun. you too. *HUGS*
  
  
  

• steppenwolf68 said on Jul 26, 2008....

  Hi Fallyn, glad I could console a little bit. I know from experience that words don't help all that much - the pain is still there. But knowing someone cares at all helps, albeit far to little. Glad to have been at least a little consolation. Ciao.

• Fallyn said on Jul 26, 2008....

  steppen, so true so true. alone is still alone however. ah well....

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