Yep! insensitive... why can men be so god damn insensitive and then make out its you!!! fuckers.... well not all of them just MINE.
I've put on a little weight right, about 5/6 kgm's, not much but enough to notice and enough to know most of my size 10's DON'T FIT! I know I've put on weight DAHHHHH so what does he say?
'How do you feel about your weight at the moment?' UH what the fuck do you think I LIKE IT!
Man... for days now I've been living in jeans, the only ones that do fit and for days we've been saying we're going to our local show... cool casual I don't have to be anything other than country girl... NOOOOoooo not to be, he's fixing one of his cars right now and said, I don't want to go to the show what do you want to do??? {He's saying he wants to stay at home and let me sit and fester, do the housework for him, lazy bastard}
Well, I'd like to go to the show... but there's no sense doing that if you don't want to so how about lunch????? god he's infuriating... so now I have to search through a closet of not much but sad, depressing too tight gorgeous clothes and find something remotely nice to go out in....
Anyway, long story short... he's an insensative ass hole.... he spends inordinate amounts on his car but yet knows I'm kind of desperate to look at least presentable... so lets go out to lunch honey.... lets do something that I know will make you even more aware of the fact you are a porker, a fatty, a big round slobby sloppy jo.... I'd like to use the C word right now, instead I'm going to put something too tight on, tell him I feel wonderful about my now protruding stomach, massive love handles and flabby legs {saddle bags comes to mind}, squeezed tightly into a pair of jeans that probably make me look like I have a camel toe... ^#**$^!*#&
Fucker.... so when I raid his bank account next week I'm going to do some serious spending... maybe... maybe I might just make him pay for it in other ways...
I'll let you all know what happened in a few hours... I'm feeling some expensive french food coming my way..... why not!! I'm already a porker why not make it worth it.
