Blinded by what she wants to see
Scarred by the truth in her reality
A distant look in her eyes
A lost soul in her smile
No one knew one day shed just stop caring
halfway smile and wave goodbye to her parents
sit in her old black jeep
reach in the back for a notebook and pen
buy a bottle of gin at an ABC
finish the rest of a will
maybe it was selfish, regardless this was it
from all your meaningless lies
from her complete loss of hope, of faith
she always felt better when she couldnt feel
