my heart leapt into my mouth and I walked down the stairs to open the front door...I could feel it beating against my ribs, my mouth was dry and there was a whole flock of butterflies doing loop de loops in my stomach.  My hand touched the door handle and as I opened it I was greated by a huge smile, and felt his deep brown eyes scanning my face to see my reaction, they crinkled at the edges  and his smile got even bigger. "I hope its ok" he said... all the unhappiness of the last months seemed to fade, the bastard husband seemd unimportant. this man had riven 100 miles just on the off chance i was in, how could i turn him away. the next problem was one that always faces a girl, do u say "after you"?

 or lead the way and worry all the way up the stairs if your bum looks big!